Beautiful Imperfections

Why do we love people who hurt us so much..? :(

I’ve started this really bad habit. Everytime he comes over, he touches me, as if we are dating but we are not and he is fully aware of that and he still touches me and I say stop over and over again so I start picking my fingers until they bleed and I keep doing it because I don’t know what else to do. It’s really bad… :(